Tidur

Tidur terlalu banyak membuatku dihantui oleh mimpi-mimpiku sendiri
Mengurangi jam tidur membuatku terlalu banyak berpikir
Berpikir membunuh potensiku
Membuatku terbuai dan terlena dengan perasaan dan pemikiran yang tak berguna

Kasih

Jiwamu haus rindu kasih
Kasihan,
Kering akan kasih
Lelah oleh ucapan terima kasih

Mungkin kau butuh kekasih
Memadu jalin kasih
Dengan yang kau kasihi

Random Thought: Writing Past Experience

A Good Time With Friends

I had a good friendship with my high school friends. A circle of friendship between two boys and two girls. One day in Ramadan 2013, I asked my friends to join me watching a movie. We came to the cinema at 2 pm, and decided to watch a horror movie titled The Conjuring. At the first time, I was scared. I thought that it was only me, but suddenly I looked at one of my boy friend and the movie was not scary anymore. He made us laugh by covered his face using his jacket. At that time we really enjoyed our togetherness. After the movie was ended, we want to a Japanese food stalls near the cinema. They  had a tasty food, and recommended for all of you who likes cheap Japanese food. We went home with a happy feeling and tired body. We stopped at one of our friend's house, and talked about many things. Until 8 pm we really went home. We had so much fun in that day.

Me: Today and Someday

Sometimes I am falling so deep, running too far, swallowing so many regrets
Nothing I can do except be quiet and thinking all the time without doing something
Maybe I am afraid, too afraid of something I never know because I never face it
I may be mistaken, nobody help me, I can't see anybody around me
Something shiny blinding my eyes, something heavy drowning me so deep
Just me and myself, poor me
I will always surrounding by this sorrow
I don't know to end this
I just can't help myself

We Can't be More Than Like We Used to

I know your story, you have ever told me before.
I remember a night, the night when you told me your feeling.
Even when we are apart, I will always think about you.
You are my friend, my best friend, my brother, even my father,
but we can't be more than just a friend.
Even I am trying so hard to be your only one,
I can't, you can't
About the friendship,
We deserved it all,
We have all the stories we won't tell anybody else,
Just us in it
But then, I am falling to something called love
This feeling grown up

Random Thought: Friends, Friendship

Teman lama. Sobat lama. Atau apalah itu. Dulu kita saling berbagi, menjaga, mengasihi, menyayanyi, tak peduli apapun yang akan terjadi besok atau nanti kita tetap menjalani semua yang ada.
Lalu, coba buka matamu sekarang. Dimana posisimu sekarang?
Perasaan itu, tidak berubah masih sama apa yang kita jalin dulu, sobat. Hanya tempat kita yang memisahkan kita. Kita masih rindu bertemu, namun jarang untuk bisa bertemu. Terus menerus hanya seperti itu.
Ini tentang waktu, menunggu kapan kita akan lupa semua itu dan meninggalkannya sebagai kenangan di masa depan.
Di masa depan, kita bertemu, bercerita, semua mungkin masih akan sama. Tapi rasa, untuk menjaga, bersatu, berbagi, mengasihi dan menyanyangi telah pudar tergantikan sesuatu yang tak kan kita mengerti
Semua pasti akan berarti, tapi mencegahnya rasanya hilang mungkin akan sulit. Seperti apa yang telah dituliskan, mengingat itu memang mudah tapi mencegahnya untuk berubah? Aku tidak yakin

Never be Enough

by Naya Anindita

As the weekend rolls by
Your scent still lingers in my car
And as the morning returns
Your shape still remains on my bed
But I’m up alone again
Yet I’m driving home again
Having you for the week boy isn’t always enough
Having me for the night dear doesn’t always sit right
So why don’t you give me your time
So why don’t you give me your smile and give me your morning too?
So why don’t you give me your smile and give me your weekend too?

Source: https://soundcloud.com/ditronic/naya-anindita-never-be