Tuesday, 28 November 2023

to the world that seems so blurry today,
i once again lost.

to the person i am today,
sometimes, i don't recognize you anymore.
but you're still part of me that i didn't know exist.

to the person i've been thinking of lately,
i think, you're the easiest person for me to let go of.
just like what i've been thinking, i'm on the two sides of the same coin.
i feel so invincible that the other side it's just me,
being so vulnerable and don't want to be seen.
cause i don't think, there's a person who can handle me.
and i believe, at this point, you lost me.

Dear God,
i believe you prepare me for something big next year is it?
i know something greater has been there.
it's so great that this year has been so so extra right?

Thursday, 23 November 2023

untuk semua yang disemogakan,
untuk semua yang diusahakan.

pada akhirnya,
masih sabar yang harus ditelan.