Tuesday, 21 March 2023

"do you know why I like to talk to myself?"
"... mmm, no".
"I'm me talking to myself, so that I can understand more on what I want, I feel, I perceive".

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"why I need somebody to tell me that I'm doing great?"
"because you want an affirmation and reassurance?"
"because I can't do it myself"
"why then? you can..."
"I'm just not there yet to do it myself?"
"then actually you can".
"why can just somebody agree?"
"I'm not disagreeing, but I just want you to believe in yourself"
"okay? but what if I needed the most?"
"then that's why you need to do it yourself before anyone else"
"o...okay..."
"just be quiet"
"i didn't say anything"
"i know you're going to deny"
"mmm... no"
"that's even an agreement of the statement"
"..."
"nice"

where's the hugs? oh "I'm me talking to myself..."
let me hug myself.

tue 21 mar 5.15 pm

Saturday, 11 March 2023

i thought coffee makes me feel better,
seems like it makes me more paralyzed.

i was high caffeinated these days,
my sleep schedule was a little off since that day.

my mood drastically changes till i think,
am i crazy?
but i can keep calm, or jeopardize on the other side.

what was this,
i was saying i am so freaking tired.

like tired.