my life has never been a though storm.
it was indeed once, when i was a teenager.
but, up until now, that one scar got me trauma.
my inner child still want a healing,
and it's processing...
i used to beg people to stay,
i used to blame myself for the one that got away.
i never once, see myself as the one that's worthy of effort and love.
table has turned, i'm no longer the person i used to be.
i don't want people who don't want me.
once people push me away,
once people want to leave,
i will never,
ever
ask those person to comeback.
i also want people who want me,
not people who just want me because they want to fulfill the emptiness.
i also want people to see me precious,
karena waktuku terlalu berharga, hanya untuk menyembuhkan luka yang ditimbulkan orang lama.
