I, me, my pain with grateful

Been a while since my last post before everything has changed. If only knew about this thing before, I would prepare. But no, just like a balloon, you'll never know when it will explode.

Everything has changed. The world has changed, no, the people does. The world stands still.

Sometimes I just don't understand the way how I face the truth and the way how I feel the pain
Somebody need to tell me, but they gone...
They just want to stay a while and then leave me.
Nobody want to stay
Even the one who used to be the-person-I-share-everything-with
She is gone, seems like she doesn't need me anymore.
Her feeling drives her to the person she wants to meet after this time.
Then who cares, even you know this thing will happen to you twice, you can only feel all the same pain like yesterday. But if you do, you are really a donkey.
Searching for the meaning after all, then a question blast my mind:
"Why God wants you to feel it twice?"
Just why?
Because, God want to make sure that the lesson He gave to you before is worthwhile.

Be grateful because you still feel the pain,
you still breath to see them smile in front of you.
Be grateful because after you falling deep down,
You can stand again.